Nur Ruhe - Selbsthilfeportal über Depressionen und Selbstmord
Allgemeines Nur-Ruhe Forum => Gedichte => Thema gestartet von: Car0 am 30 Dezember 2017, 17:30:49
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on some days
i try to get up, but it does not work
my bed feels like a perfect comfort zone
for hiding
what am i hiding from?
i am hiding from conversations
from questions and answers, lies and masks
hiding from my own thoughts
but it does not work
so i decide to get up
i decide to put an extra layer make up on
maybe it´ll protect me from unpleasant glazes
i decide to put my favourite dress on
maybe it´ll protect me
´cause i feel very comfortable in it
but it doesn´t work either
so i decide to beat the day as good as it is possible
at the end of the day it felt as one of the most horrible days i ever had
it wasn´t
but on those days
where you feel unprotected from everything
but want to be within a big wall
you are always unprotected
but those days will also have an end
yeah they´ll get over
and you survive
so get ready for a better day
because maybe
it´ll be
tomorrow.