My life lies before me in shambles.
I'm so desperate!
Everything sucks and I'm losing my mind.
I'm just sitting in a dark room - I'm waiting.
But why?
What the hell am I waiting for?
Sometimes I think everything I do is just for you.
I'm breathing for you and I'm smiling for you.
There's no other reason for breathing and smiling.
But what shall I do if you're not with me?
Shall I stop breathing?
Shall I continue waiting?
I cannot see any sense in living my crappy life.
There's no one who holds my hand and there's nothing that makes me glad.
Just you.
I'm still waiting.
I don't like to wait any longer.
My heart's fucked up.
There's just pain and sadness.
Time seems to stand still.
Hush. Silence. Tranquillity.
No voice, no word.
Just scorn.
You reneged on your promises.
And now you tease me, you sneer at me.
You don't listen to my heart.
You don't wanna know what it has to say.
It's broken.